Pride or ego or denial?

13.10.2012

EGO

Pride goes before a fall

I thought I was different
I thought my story was different
I thought if I wasn't like them
It wasn't so bad

... I thought if I didn't feel sadness
And I didn't feel hurt
Then it didn't deserve that label
I could, should, shut up and get over it

But I was wrong

I blame her so much more than I thought
I hate her
I wish she didn't exist

But she is me

I should have remembered
That fear is anger is sadness

I denied the sadness and the hate
I pushed back the fear
And now it overwhelms.
 

Ripeka